Xero's other waste of space

I’m so tired of this shit. So last night these kids are bothering my mom, one tries to steal the bucket of candy and another going on about how the year before they were shot at or what not…which isn’t too far from the truth. 2 years before these kids were sneaking up on the property, I was prepared as the year before they had lit a fire and did some other stupid shit, anyway I fired a blank shot up in the air and they ran off, dropping 2 packs of firecrackers and some toilet paper. So they were caught, guilty. So they’re harassing my mom over this and some kids that came afterwards identified one of them as Chris. I mentioned to my mom that a kid named Peter had mentioned the bbgun thing to me a while back on the bus when I used to go to the jr. high…anyway my mom somehow gets the idea that this kid Peter was the kid who was bothering her and that the kids who identified Chris also had Identified Peter, but I noticed her changing the story from the original, only Chris was named. So she decides to call this Peter kid’s parents, against my wishes. My mom’s like breaking down on the phone to them and is saying all this stupid shit about how their kid is harassing her and what not and going on about how her son wouldn’t do that and that I stopped going out on halloween when I was 11 (which was a lie) blah blah you know I’m so sick and tired of my mom bragging about me and she does it way too much. It just shows how insecure she is about me especially while shes breaking down on the phone to some stranger. I told her what if she’s wrong, what if they weren’t the person who did it. She claims she doesn’t care. Then later on they call back denying that this kid was even there. At this point my mom asks my sister why she picked up and explains how we have caller id and what not…well gee..she called them and they called back once already and they talked…not as if she told us not to pick it up. So basically blaming it on us. She obviously cared. She said that even if she was wrong it would somehow stop the kids from doing stupid shit on halloween, hah yeah right. I’m sure it’ll happen next year too and the police around here don’t even give a rats ass. They probably get so many calls on halloween anyhow. My mom doesn’t seem to realise that these kids try to do stupid things specifically to my house most likely because they have a grudge against me, but oh no why would she understand that? I’m so perfect and smart why would that ever happen in this crimeless suburban town. I’m more mad at my mom for not listening to me then anything. After the incident happened, but before the phone call, my mom was being totally irrational and grabs this metal rod from the fireplace acting as if the kids will come back and as if she was going to hit them with it, she opens the door and yells out “come and get it boys” or something like that. I’m sorry but lately my mom has been acting very irrational and my dad and sister are lazy as always and I’m just sitting here accomplishing nothing as always and this whole family is fucked up beyond belief, yay! I need a fucking break. I don’t know how I should feel right now but it seems like a mixture of embarrassment and anger.

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