Xero's other waste of space

I think I finally got this journal syncronization thing down. Now xanga, livejournal, and wordpress will all update simultaneously….moment of truth….

haha nice it worked…hey if you’re seeing this editing worked too!

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wearing clothes designed to attract others of specific interests like a mating call to the stupid.

match your hair to your mental despair.

for those who are dumb shall only become dumber, them braincells ain’t coming back you know

I feel like I can kick some ass right now.

So what is with people and all the silly bullshit fashion fads? Haircuts and clothing trends…and you’ll say “but you’ve talked about this before!!” and yeah that’s true but let’s take another look at this from a new perspective also known as I haven’t written about this in a while, time to piss some people off.

Who the hell thought of the idea of haircuts anyway? What a stupid idea. Almost as stupid as body piercings and ritual genital mutilation. What is the deal with this race and it’s desire to change it’s appearance into unnatural mutant looking things? And why the hell are people turned on by it?

OH MY GOD IT’S BRITNEY SPEARS. I think I’m going to puke.

I can imagine in the future we’ll discover the secrets of genetic manipulation and the first thing people will want to do is make themselves have “naturally” pink hair or some stupid shit. Yes because people are that stupid, and stupid sells. You know, sometimes I wonder how we got this far. Maybe stupid people demanded some odd thing and those who invented things had to try and please their desires, because otherwise they’d make no money.

Let’s look at some stupid misuses of technology.

– Neon lights. Not going to say anything more.
– Pacifiers, because ravers just had to lower themselves to the stupidity of babies.
– Babies. Does sexual reproduction count as technology? I don’t know but babies are stupid so they can go here.
– Cellphones. Yeah so whoever thought you’d one day be using a phone to type messages to people. This one is so full of stupid I can’t even begin.
– Sub-woofers. No, these were not made so you can stick abundant masses of them in the trunk of your car.
– Instant messaging. New and improved AOL 69.0 includes features such as anal rape on demand, video chat, voice chat, other such bloat which has no damn right to be in an instant messenger! All because stupid people now own computers.
– Drum machines, samplers, sequencers, sound effects, music production equipment in general. Yes this one is a bit broad. It’s here because they make pop music with it, and pop music is terrible.

Okay so I’m going to stop there, plus I kind of ran out of things to put.

Makeup, clothing, earings, tattoos, hair cuts, hair dye, jewelery.
Dumb, stupid, low self-esteem, dependant, follower, fool, ignoramus.

But, but! Fashion is an art! Yeah, and so is self-fellatio if you want it to be. If you like something there is no requirement you must look like it, or, a more up to date way of saying this, some monopolies definition of what fashion you should wear if you like a certain thing they produce.

Look at me, I probably look like some lazy bum, and shit that wouldn’t be too far off. Oh wow even not doing anything can be a fashion! God damn I hate people.

choose an identity, make an enemy.

Yeah so you know I’m tired of writing about what path to take and other stupid teenager-establishing-an-identity bullshit. Even the things I like seem dull sometimes. What purpose does it serve to sit here moping about useless bullshit?

So while I live my life of self-indulgence and instant gratification while simultaneously feeding my laziness and questioning my existence, wait what was I going to say to justify that again?

I’m seriously starting to question whether my interests are well, all that interesting to me anymore, and if so are they rational? Are they too much to handle while living a “normal” life? By that I mean somehow occupying 8 to 10 hours a day “doing things for society” or whatever you call it.

If there was a job that instead destroyed society maybe it’d be more interesting, but eh….every time I fool myself into thinking there is more to humanity I end up being let down. My pleasure seeking has brought me to conclude that there is little to look forward to in the world except material possession or emotional pleasure, by that I mean happiness, by that I mean delusion.

Emotional pleasure is like the most pathetic thing in the world. Wake up in the morning oh what a jolly day, let’s go for a walk and later we can pick the weeds out of the garden! or something. Yeah so I’m kind of rationalizing it but seriously happiness is so limited for me it’s either neutral or questioning existence.

And so I leave my fate in the hands of our feline overlords, for them the answer is clear. The path of the chosen ones.

I’ve come to the conclusion that you don’t know a persons true self until you need something from them. However this changes depending on age…

For the censorship a parent imposes what is really being censored, nothing but their own evils. And while gradually the grasp slips loose for some reason the desire to keep those thoughts chained down remains. Why is this?

I think it’s because people know their own evil, and don’t want to come to terms with the fact that their existence in this society requires it to be functional. For what is capitalism but an exploitation of greed. And what causes this?

The desire to survive is one with no bounds. Why do we do the things we do? What makes survival one way better than another? Is life individually or as a whole more important? And what’s the deal with more is better?

I no longer see much purpose to this world, and while some desire within me exists I have to say that much of it is overwhelmed by my dislike of mankind. For the pleasure I seek is of little importance when put into perspective.

I see the many accomplishments we have made, technology and what not. What purpose does it serve? We share our thoughts and ideas until greed steps in, then we charge for them. What has this world come to?

And in the end it will go on, despite what I say I doubt any apocalypse is all that near, it will continue on, even without me here. I doubt what I say will ever make a difference, people are too stuck into their own beliefs. So what are peoples motives? Nothing but their own selfish desires being put into action. And while I may sometimes ignore this so as to avoid anger, people never cease to annoy me.

Why do we put up with shit to satisfy our own desires? Is it because the desire is weighing more in importance or is it that instinct pushes us to survive even if it requires that which is not desired. Or maybe It’s just me and my instant gratification. Even if it were it doesn’t change the facts.

What I really am starting to see is that being a social creature is made out to be as if it’s a group that helps each other but in reality it’s one using others to help themselves, and when everyone is doing it, all is well as long as everyone is willing and able to put up with some bullshit. What happens when that isn’t the case though?